The Freshman 15
My biggest fear coming into college was not how hard my classes were going to be, nor was it how many friends I would make or how homesick I would get. Yes, it was the dreaded freshman 15 that everyone talks about before you leave for college (If you are not familiar with the freshman 15, click here). It loomed over my head like a dark cloud that was inevitably going to consume me. I was so paranoid that I would gain weight in my first year at college, that I sacrificed my mental and physical health. Learning how to balance schoolwork, health and wellness, and physical activity every day has become a journey that I would like to share to help other's do the same. I am passionate about achieving and maintaining a healthy body and mind. I am also a strong advocator that our mental health is just as important, if not more, as our physical health. To learn more about mental health versus physical health, click here.
My name is Genna Serpan and I am a third year student at San Diego State. I never used to go to the gym because it always looked too scary, plus I'd been an athlete my whole life, so why would I need to workout apart from practices? Once I reached my senior year of high school, I started going to the gym and realized how intimidating all those machines are up close. Each one looked like a unique torture machine. I steered clear of the machines and stuck to the treadmill, running for the duration of my time at the gym. Once I realized that I would never get the results I wanted, I began to watch videos on how to use the machines that I recognized at my local gym. This moment of courage to try something new and potential embers myself completely changed my routine and made me so much more excited to go to the gym.
Two years later, I am working out in the weight room at the Aztec Recreation Center at San Diego State, something I never thought I would have the courage to do. There is so much stigma surrounding weight rooms in gyms, especially on college campuses. It is something that seems so small, but going from dreading running on a treadmill for an hour to looking forward to new dynamic stretches and lifting routines that change every day is a complete mindset reset. Recently, I decided to go back to the basics and run on the treadmill for half an hour. Big mistake. I don't know how it happened, it was over in the blink of an eye. I fell off the treadmill...at full speed. Yes, I lived out everyone's worst fear at the gym. But I got up, walked out of the gym with rips in my leggings and black treadmill marks on my chest, and returned the following morning for my next workout. Yes, I was absolutely mortified and scarred for life from running on treadmills, but that did not stop me from pushing for my goals. It's okay to be embarrassed! I hope you can learn from me, and take risks for your own health and wellness goals, it'll be worth it in the end.
Hey Genna,
ReplyDeleteDon't trip about that treadmill incident, because all it means is that you pushed yourself to the limits. Luckily, I started my gym journey back in my high school years, so I had plenty of time to look stupid lifting weights. One time, I tried to show off and squat way more than I should have. I ended up leaning too far one way, and all the weights at the end of the collar fell off. The weights were made out of metal, so it made a loud clanging noise. Terrible experience, but I've used it as a stepping stone to be better.
I feel the same way about approaching the gym nowadays. It's changed from being a hobby, to becoming a full blown passion. I think it's maybe an addiction, because I feel worse if I don't go one day. Good luck on your journey, and I'm excited to see what else you come up with the blog!
Ouch! I'm glad you're okay after falling on a treadmill. I can definitely relate though! It took me a lot courage to get out there and start working out. It was difficult getting started but now I'm hooked. I usually stay away from gyms because I enjoy working out at home, hiking or doing a pilates class more. I'm not sure if exercising at the gym is a fear I have because I don't want to feel too self-conscious or I have just found other ways to get in shape that work better for me. I had a 24-hour fitness membership for almost a whole year that I never used!
ReplyDeleteAwesome you have such determination. Keep it up and I look forward to reading your future posts!
Hi Genna!
ReplyDeleteI’m glad that you’re okay after that treadmill fall, and that it didn’t stop you from pursuing your goals of maintaining a healthy body and mind. I found your blog very relatable and it was comforting knowing that someone else has experienced the same thing as me. I’ve also been an athlete all my life, so I never went to gyms or exercised outside of practices. Now that I’m in college, I’m worried about gaining weight and maintaining my physical health. I went to my apartment’s gym the other day with my roommate and I just ran on the treadmill for a good 40 minutes. Like you, I also think the workout machines in gyms look scary. I’ll be honest, I’m not completely sure how to use them. I’m still in the process of figuring out what works for me in terms of gym workouts, but your determination has definitely inspired me to try new exercises to take care of my health. Great job on pushing through and I look forward to reading your future blogs!
Hey Genna,
ReplyDeleteLove your response and great topic choice. I know everyone is concerned with the freshman 15 and so was I. I was so worried about it that I would try to fit working out into my schedule even if I had so much to do that day. Even though, get this, I never used to work out before college. I totally can relate to you when you mention that there is much stigma in weight rooms. I would never lift weights because I would feel like I wasn't good enough or if I were to lift weights it would be with such a small amount of weight on it that I would feel embarrassed. I would always run and chose the treadmill instead because I felt like it was much more attention off of you. But I'm glad you're okay with falling off the treadmill though. I guess we all had some sort of incident at the gym haha. I really liked your response overall, it was interesting and so much fun to read. Great job.
Hi Genna,
ReplyDeleteYes, I agree going to college can be a scary transition. All the experiences you went through I can agree with. I just transferred to SDSU and I can say there are so many facilities to use here. I was also intimated by the gym because I've never been to one. But these couple past week I decided to go to ARC and I'm glad I did. I've slowly started integrating new gym equipment and everyone there is super helpful. I'm still new to everything but I think that I will eventually be more confident in using the equipment.
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ReplyDeleteHey Genna, it was so nice to read your blog. It seemed so motivating to me. I had no clue about the Freshman 15. I am so glad you bought up that topic. I have never used the Aztec gyms but I really wish to start on working out. I am just a lazy person, who only thinks about working out but never does it. I hope the treadmill fall was not that bad. I really love how you decided to overcome your fears and decided to go to the gym again. Finding a balance between school work, home chores, physical and mental is very difficult and I am glad that you were able to create a balance between them
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